I pray for those who has lost their first love, their love for you Lord. Let us reflect the love you have shown to us, so that those who is seeking you would find you my Lord. Even when we are not speaking about you, let our action and our life be the lighthouse to those who is seeking for you. Let us continue the fight and to reach out to more souls for your sake. Lord, I pray that You’ll continue to be in our midst, be with this church, your house God. The evil is not taking a break, but instead taking this oppprtunity to draw your people from the church. The one that I hope to encourage the belivers that shared the same faith as I am, yet I kept quiet and missed the chance to do so.įather in Heaven, though the world may have taken a break in this pandemic time, but the fight in the spiritual whelm is still on going. This is the unspoken… Prayers, that I wish I have spoken out loud during the prayer meetings. Though there are some, but I will save it for another day. This is not the unspoken words that I wish I could tell my loved ones. UPDATE: We got over the emotional hurdle with an assistance of ice-cream 😉 | Tagged book, coffee, food, hobby, me time, mocha | Leave a comment The Unspoken Not sure about you, but writing things down, sort of helps calm my mind too.įor those of you who is well verse with mandarin, this one chapter really captured my attention and I like to share it with you guys. Also, the writting also helps improve my hand writting in Mandarin.
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So I had them written down, so that I can refer to again when I have some free time later. Well, actually this book shares some really different perspective of life, and some of which I really like to remember. You might be wondering why am I doing a study with the pen and notebook on the side. Came down here with a book that I’ve been wanting to finish reading for a long time. So I took this time to take a nice, slow breakfast at a cafe downstairs. Thankfully, the WFH schedule allows me to save on the 1 hr travel time to work. So this morning, I decided to take a breather from the house (suppose to be a work from home week for me this week too). I am not going to bored you guys with the drama or details, so I’ll just say that is mostly due to the tone of voice being used. To be honest, things didnt go too well for me and hubby last night. Suppose, the last question affirmed my younger self’s advice. Would he really turn over a new leaf? Would this person be worthy? If he truly is worthy, why are we in this situation in the first place? Could it be that I am blinded by the love I had for the person? To give him the benefit of doubt. I seems to have taken the same turmoil that was haunting the spouse being cheated on. When I was younger, I would tell myself to cut the cheating person off my life, if I ever found out about the cheating. It was REALLY, REALLY hard… The damage is so bad and permanent that it affected every single member of the family. I grew up in a family with a cheating spouse, so I’ve seen and experienced the damage that was brought to a family by the cheating spouse. Knowning the man I love and supposedly the one who claimed to love me would do such a thing to hurt me. Thinking about it alone, sends chill down my spine. Emotional cheating brings the same, or carries even heavier damage to me.Ĭoming back to the big question above, honestly, I wouln’t know. Therefore, you dont necessary need to get caught in a physical act, to be labelled as cheating to me. In addition, I do agree wholeheartedly with the following verse:īut I say to you that everyone who looks at a woman with lustful intent has already committed adultery with her in his heart. However, I personally felt like emotional cheating often comes before physcial cheating, and it took time to build. Of course, there are cases where both happens at the same time. Intimate activity done with another person, like a kiss, hug or sex, you name it. Physical cheating, on the other hand, speaks for itself. Or maybe a special place/ activity/ memory that was once shared by us both only, is now also shared with the another person. Suppose he is physically here, but yet his heart is somewhere else. Emotional cheating is like, frequent/daily talks with the other party when the same could be done between us, or time we could have been spend together. Maybe I should term it better first, on emotional cheating or physical cheating. Sometimes I do wonder, how would I do if I were to find out my spouse is cheating on me, whether emotionally or physically?
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